Wednesday, April 02, 2008

This isn't that nice, but still ...

As a child, I ate some white creamy substance - probably mayonnaise or Miracle Whip. Yet the whip had little miracle. In fact, it disgusted me. So much that I stopped eating most white creamy substances.

No 'Whip, sour cream, ranch dressing, etc.
As this little nugget might tell you, I have a problem with learned associations. There are plenty of things I won't do because of some negative association.

This brings me to today. I saw this picture of this girl I went to college with on Facebook. She looked cute, better than she did in school. Not to say she looked bad, she just looked better. Hypothetically, if she were an eight in college she'd have been a 10 in this picture. Now, I won't rate her because I'm done rating people, as you know if you've read this blog before.

But she did have one problem. Although she looked good, all I could think about were her feet, her smelly, nasty feet that is. I remember the last time I was close enough to her that she invaded my keno sphere with a huge.

She had on sneakers, and she invaded my personal space with the smell of her feet despite sneakers and socks. It was foul.

And ever since then, whenever I see or think of her I think of how disgusting her feet smelled that last day I saw her, and I factor that into what I think of her. Is this wrong? Should I try to fix this about myself, and try to give her picture another shot tomorrow?

I'm just scared that I might have a gag reflex if I stare and think for too long.

Thoughts? Anyone?

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